Hard to be Loved

February 6, 2010

I am searching for friendship and for love
I am seeing the friendship I want to have
It is so near yet I cannot have
Well, I had it but it was gone.
As they say, it is a long story
But not really, it actually happened in an instant
I was deceived by trust in my mirror
Is it bad to have a little bit of honesty?
No, it is not honesty now but pride
Why can’t pride go and leave?
I am tired of being a nomad
Both in friendship and in love.
It is hard to love and be loved,
Simply, it is hard to be me.

-Jez-